-Baby Nic-
__The Princess]]*
.Baby Nic.
.19.
.simple person.
__My Loves.]]*
=ipod nano=
=clubbing=
=my bitches=
=my bastards=
=Chocolates=
=shopping=
=Guess??=
=*my special one*=
__Only You.]]*
.::make me fly::.
.::make me felt love::.
.::make me smile::.
.::make me laughs::.
.::make me happy::.
Friday, September 22, 2006
everyone has pasts.. i know u have too.. you always say u love me.. yes.. i can feel it.. but it is a different type of love.. its a love that you are being forced to show and give.. its not a love that you truly have.. y i say so? cause i can see that you are still living in your past.. living in her shadow.. you make mi feel that you only want her.. y? cause i can see that she is part of your life.. there do not really have a "us" in your dictionary.. you are not proud of me.. none of your friends know that i'm yours.. it make me have this urge to do the same back to you.. you make me have the urge to erase everything.. end everything.. i do not ask for much.. just let me know if i'm not the one that can make you proud.. if i'm not the one that can make you happy, just tell me.. i know you will be happier with other girls.. im sorry.. i will make it so obvious to other people that we are not an item k.. you know i do not have the confidence.. i do not feel special.. i do not feel pretty.. i do not feel good.. i always feel lousy.. you know i hate my life.. i do not know what i really wants.. i know i do not want to live.. i know i do not deserve you.. i know i am not good enough for you.. creating trouble for you.. making you feel bad.. i know i am a torture for you.. i know i am a burden for you.. i know i do not suit you.. i know you do not like me to think.. i know i think too much.. but i cant help it.. i am here.. thinkin.. shld i leave you now.. *sighs*
-i have a major heart break- T_T
...La NaNa...
12:32 PM
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