Saturday, December 31, 2005
happy new year everyone.. lets dance all da way to 2006.. may all my unluckiness goes off.. *laughs*
...La NaNa...
3:45 PM
ooo wee.. i have a new bling.. u may not see it now but when i started talkin, it shows.. *laughs* ooo yea.. its my new tongue peircin.. hahahaha..
been wantin to pierce eva since i get my fers body peircin.. -my naval- but then was considerin lotsa things.. it was bout two years back so was thinkin if i get it, by lil or by lots, it will affect my speech which will affect my o lvl oral.. wahahaha.. lucky din pierce, if not my english confirm c6 or d7.. den wun b able to go DBF le.. *laughs*
wah.. da whole thing was fun man..
firstly: she numb my tongue by askin mi to rinse my mouth with highly concentrated mouthwash.. [really hate da taste of that stupid mouthwash..]
secondly: i stick out my tongue and she clam it with this metal thingy.. [it wasn't pain at all when she clam it, in fact, by that time i already cant feel it le..]
thirdly: i continue lettin my tongue stick out and she just simply use da needle to pierce thru my soft tongue.. [i really can feel it go thru mi, like cuttin sumthin realli soft.. mayb a cake? *laughs*]
forth: she just put da barbell in right after da needle.. [oh my, by this time, im droolin alrd man.. wah haha]
lastly: da ball!! she screwed tightly fur mi.. [yeah yeah yeah.. finally its done]
lalalala.. i have my tongue alrd man!! *laughs* so proud of myself, da artist said im very steady, whole time just stick out my tongue fur her.. wahaha.. it was realli quick just like my naval..
sean n shah was inside too.. stupid sean.. kept laughin at mi.. teasin mi.. finally when she tease mi, i cun say her back.. *laughs* reallli very uncomfortable and not use to it man.. like sum weird thing inside my mouth like that.. i totally dun dare to tok.. dun dare to move my tongue.. whole time just kept drinkin ice water.. laughs.. so sad, cun even eat ice cream.. so hard to eat..
wah wah wah.. my baby got her tattoo man.. on da back of her neck.. a dragon man.. super nice lor.. i see alrd im like wow.. *laughs* now she make mi oso feel lyk tattooin.. baby very power man.. she just lie ther and let da artist do her tattoo.. power sia.. never see her say a word, scream or cry man.. power.. *laughs* after she do, realli very nice lor.. haha.. it was a realli fast one.. onli slightly longer den mine.. ooo wee.. we both have sumthin new to our body.. haha.. power..
i almost fainted yest.. that night after i pierced, i totaly cun slp lor.. feelin realli uneasy in bed.. dunnoe wat time den i slp man.. sighs... still, yest must go work.. lyk usual, late again lor.. sigh.. ebase gonna sack mi soon i guess.. aiyo.. -sianz- den when i work that time, its realli hard fur mi to tok to da customers man.. almost died tryin to tok to em on da spot.. i get very wierd look from ppl.. -sad- i think they must b thinkin i got shorter tongue or disabillity man.. -sighs-
yeah yeah yeah.. im gonna b realli skinny after my piercin heal.. wah hahaha.. i din eat whole day man.. my break i onli go sit rd and look at passerby.. whole day onli drink ice milo.. hahaha.. sure can slim down alot.. *laughs* mayb its a gd choice to pierce bah.. haha.. realli need lotsa self control.. -stress- cun eat this, cun drink that, cun do this, cun do that.. -sighs-
guess wat.. im still sick from my flu and cough.. den now its like i cun cough normally.. my piercin will be in pain.. -sighs- wanna b cool but im sumhow sufferin fr it.. -sighs- so pain can.. now my tongue is dunnoe how thick man.. fr yest, it swell lyk f*ck can.. wat da hell.. so uncomfortable.. havin this fear that it wun heal man.. dunnoe y.. keep fearin that da swell wun go down.. sighs.. hope my tongue faster heal when sch start man.. and i hope i can slim down by at least 3kg when it healed.. *laughs*
...La NaNa...
3:04 PM
Monday, December 12, 2005
i realli dunnoe how to put in words n tell u all these.. its lyk.. i noe they are all sayin things out there behind my back.. and i noe u sure will believe wat they r sayin.. im just very irritated, confused n vexed by all these..
i wanna explain everythin to u.. but today thinkin bout it, i dunnoe if i shld.. mayb is im too sensitive or wat.. mayb its just im too confident.. sumhow i feel that u likes mi.. but den.. to think bout it, u din even say anithin.. so actually i dun needa explain n clear things up wif u.. cuz if my inpretation is wrong n tot u like mi, it will onli make a fool of myself..
im hearin lotsa things.. ppl r sayin that i like u n sum just says that actualli u like mi.. its like, u din mention anithin so i shldn't go n believe wat they r sayin man.. thats wat i think lah.. i shld believe my own ears n hear fr you.. guess mayb u just treat mi lyk a ger who go rd flirtin with others.. but im not k.. u dunnoe da whole story.. k.. if u wanna noe, pls cum n ask mi fur da real situation.. but if u dun lyk mi, might as well dun ask n bitch bout mi wif others.. its alright man.. ... ....
...La NaNa...
1:59 AM
... finally its da day of zouk out man.. laughs.. ooo.. woke up realli early to go sentosa to tan man.. yeah.. finally da sun is lyk damn gd lah..
sigh.. im all alone.. mel they all can onli join mi later.. nvm.. im just too despo to get tanned.. laughs.. ooo.. actualli cant believe i went tannin all on my own lah.. its lyk.. to think bout it.. its damn cool lor.. always wanna b lyk those very style ppl, go tannin on their own.. -hee- ooo wee.. da sun is lyk blazin high up in da sky.. its been a long time since i got sucha great sun to tan man.. though its realli hot but its very windy man.. haha.. so coolin.. till i realli just fall aslp man..
wah.. i cun believe i tanned fr 1130 all da way till 5 plus man.. laughs.. im lyk a lobster now.. so red man.. i think i am glowin lah.. haha.. im afraid soon i'll get skin cancer.. especially my shoulder so super red lah.. den oso a lil pain man.. laughs.. fur da very fers time, im tannin wif ivy, ying n mel.. its so fun lah.. all gers n just sit down there to chill n bitch rd.. i lyk to hang out wif em man..
out of a sudden.. i just wish rachel's here.. laughs.. dunnoe why.. miss her man.. laughs..
yea yea yea.. soon we gonna go zouk out le man.. but its lyk all of us are so bloody tired alrd.. so sleepy.. hmmm.. ivy very cool lah.. she's lyk die die oso must get drink.. so we went to habour front to get beer man.. wah.. da beer realli sucks when its not cold at all.. bleah.. cun take it man.. it totally make mi wanna puke lah.. oh man oh man.. almost fainted when i just got into zouk out.. argh.. damn it.. feelin very giddy.. sigh.. ivy they all realli very nice n realli took great care of mi but i just felt damn guilty to spoil their mood..sigh.. mayb zouk out is realli veri small man.. keep seein yw they all..
... actualli zouk out wasn't realli very fun.. it was alrite lor.. just very diff that we are dancin on sand n oso we are lyk wearin bikini n shorts plus slipper to dance.. ooo.. so bloody lotsa ppl lah.. haha.. so diff.. its lyk realli a very big event lor.. seein so many diff type of ppl lah.. haha..
oh man.. so cool lah.. got diff area.. den its lyk da rnb is so gd man.. da songs realli can let mi dance lyk hell.. .. laughs.. hmmm.. some guys are realli just as irritatin as gers n are sucha bitch man.. went up to this platform den is lyk da guys just dun wanna let us have sum space man.. if its gers i can understan cuz usually gers lyk to dance in front of da platform.. but these guys r lyk bitches tryin to have their territory.. n so wateva lah.. keep touchin mi while dancin.. shit man.. so irritatin.. stupid desperate ns guys.. wah.. so irritatin lah.. got squeezed n bang by this fat guy man.. oh yea.. its a guy again.. wat da hell lor.. argh... most of da guys are just so not gentleman..
tot zouk out was fun man.. but da weather realli spoil my mood lah.. just nice when andrew start spinnin, it rained.. oh man.. so freakin cold n irritated.. argh.. wat da hell.. andrew realli can spin all da nice songs lah.. but its lyk its too cold n wet to dance man.. damn it.. im so irritated n unhappy lah.. sighs..
so just left with wet body n clothes.. laughs.. wonderin if my fers zouk out experience was worth it not.. sighs...
...La NaNa...
1:23 AM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
oh my god.. look at my leg....!! *laughs*
early mornin when i woke up, i injured my leg man.. sighs.. it became so swollen can.. now its lyk an elephant leg lor.. argh.. damn it..
whole day i cun realli walk properly.. esp when im goin down da stairs man.. ouch ouch ouch.. *laughs* so pain lah.. its lyk my muscle are tearin apart when i walk man.. haha.. seriously, i think its cuz i dun have time fur it to rest.. i realli wish to.. but i just have so much work.. go school today wif my fat leg den still must go work wif it too..
yeah man.. today cara's in shop lah.. she's so nice.. told mi if my leg cun take it thru da nite, just leave early can alrd.. oh man.. she's lyk more worried bout mi den anithin man.. realli miss da time workin wif her.. *laughs*
im realli very tired.. feel lyk dyin soon.. just end this miserable life.. sighs.. i suddenly feel that i dun even have time to rest man.. sighs.. its lyk im tryin so hard to make myself busy.. n i hope im real busy till i dun needa think.. n dun think is da best way to forget.. but sum times it just seems so hard n long to forget..
...La NaNa...
12:09 AM