Tuesday, August 30, 2005
todae went to school late man.. -laughs- i lyk will nv change tis very bad habit.. haha.. we had our alpha challenge todae fur mob.. so funny.. we played blind fold.. feel lyk a kid man.. haha.. realise im actually very timid.. cuz i dun dare to move a single step when i cant see.. -laughs- guess im just not a risk taker..
damn it man.. i went to harbour front wif joe, rui xia n jia qing todae.. den e bikini that i wanna buy has no more new piece.. bloody hell.. spoil my mood n plan.. -sighs- now realli moodless le.. haha..
hmmm.. toked to mickey just now.. oh man.. e bag no longer available at taka.. f*ck sia.. that means it will b sold out soon.. so freakin stress n sad.. argh.. so vexed.. dunnoe shld buy tml not.. damn it.. if i buy, i'll just eat grass fur a month.. -sob- i just wan that bag y must it b so tough.. -sighs-
very bad mood man.. haha..
...La NaNa...
11:23 PM
Monday, August 29, 2005
todae when i woke up, realli feelin damn giddy n headache can.. oh man.. wat's wrong wif mi.. cant wake up at all.. just feel so sick can.. so i just msg tim n edweena den i go back to slp.. after few hours den i woke up, plannin to go see doc le.. hmmm.. joe is realli nice.. he offers to go with mi.. he realli accompanied mi man.. i just feel so weird.. im meetin a guy who i haven see before.. kay.. that's not the main point but the main point is that he just left sch early so that he can accompany mi.. wow.. gentleman.. haha..
so we met.. lucky jia qing was there if not i will not know that this guy is joe.. haha.. i just couldn't recognise him.. dunnoe y.. -laughs- aniwae, he got this realli built size that im impressed.. haha.. remind mi bit of dom.. haha.. just e image i guess.. hmmm.. so we sat in e clinic fur quite sum time.. he's very quiet can.. i realli dunnoe wat he's thinkin lor.. n i think im just borin him.. hmmm.. guess he's disappointed when he see mi in real life.. haha.. i noe that.. i always disappoint ppl.. lookin ugly in real life.. -sad-
but he commented sumthin that made my day.. he's so quiet but he just said i look realli gd after i tied my hair.. haha.. so happy.. dunnoe y.. mayb cuz i feel worthy.. -laughs- hmmm... he's a nice fren to have.. haha.. den that jia qing n ash so lovin can.. haha.. im so happy to see that.. so happy to meet her todae.. its been yrs since i last saw her.. still as tall n pretty.. gee..
hmmm.. im just so happy to have a new fren todae.. laughs..
...La NaNa...
11:36 PM
Sunday, August 28, 2005
todae woke up realli early to go marina to relief..
oh my god.. there's so many things they haven fin doin last nite.. no wonder need us to cum so bloody early lah.. the shop is realli big man.. hmmmm... im gonna wear my pink lil heels whole 13 hours walkin around in a more den 1500 sq feet shop.. haha.. guess my legs will b toned realli soon.. wheneva i waer my heels fur damn long, i would think of ashanti.. -laughs-cuz she always wear heels to dance n her legs r so damn hot can.. realli wonder when i can get such figure.. -laughs-
hmmm.. after work i met mickey fur dinner n walk walk lor.. hmmm.. we went raffles city.. oh man.. shldn't have wanna go there.. we went to Guess.. damn it.. that bag oh man that bag!! i saw the bag that im totally in love with.. haha.. oh man.. its just so beautiful.. but e price of it is oso so beautiful.. laughs.. $199.90.. damn it.. 200 bucks.. almost just get it in impulse.. argh.. im sufferin now.. why am i not rich?? if i had the money, i wld just sae yes when that guy ask if i need any new piece.. haha.. ooo.. before we left, i saw this bracelet that is freakin nice too.. bloody hell.. y is life this way?? nice things always appear when u cant get it.. -sigh- i just wish there's realli santa claus in this world and he will give mi an advance prezzie.. -laughs-
hmmm.. now i onli have the bags in my mind.. just couldn't get it out fr my mind.. -sigh- haha.. but i just think i needa save thats all.. im sure i can b my old self.. starvin myself real hard to save that $$ fur the things i wan.. im sure i can.. haha..
den mickey saw this top in timberland that he realli love and it costs the same as my bag.. oh man, guess wat, he's gettin it..!! -darn- this is the diff between a rich kid n a poor one.. -laughs- cant stand him, just so freakin rich can.. haha..i still must think think think n think if i shld get that bag but fur him, its just one snap man.. -laughs-
shall continue wishin, hopin, cravin and dreamin bout havin my bag.. oh santa, pls pay a visit to mi soon.. -laughs- i just feel lyk a kid..
...La NaNa...
11:15 PM
Saturday, August 27, 2005
hmmm.. todae is saturday...!! i always work on sats but todae exception.. -laughs- requested fur todae's off.. cuz yati invited mi to her wedding dinner tonite.. hmmm.. still wonderin wat should i wear to go.. -laughs- im so excited as im e one gettin married.. haha..
yeah...!!! i went sun-tanning todae with my baby!!! hahaha.. its been few weeks since i go with baby.. so happy.. haha.. e sun was alrite not realli damn strong but i guess it was fine enough fur my skin to absorb it.. haha.. we were so funny.. laughed at sum weird people todae.. so fun.. haha.. i think i very stupid.. i made her sit e beach tram wif mi fur bout 3 rds.. hahaha.. im lame i noe.. i just love goin to sentosa fur sun tannin.. haha..
so i went home n changed after tannin to go yati's dinner.. she's so beautiful man.. oh man.. cant stand it.. she's realli gorgeous.. haha.. im so happy fur her.. dunnoe y im always glad to see my frens get married.. haha..
went to town wif jasmine they all.. oh man.. jas is realli nice to mi lor.. she treat mi lyk her sis lyk that.. so nice of her.. haha.. i just feel so happy that though we dont realli noe each other, she can just treat mi so nice n warm lor.. gee.. i love nice ppl.. -sigh- cass baby is stress agn.. she's feelin down agn.. oh man.. i feel so sad fur her.. met her after jas they all left.. went to chill wif her n hear her out..
she arr.. dancin queen man.. we were sittin opp cheeky monkey den her soul just kept thinkin of dancin.. -laughs- cant stand her so we went over to liquid room.. ooo.. it was free of cuz as its ladies nite.. haha.. rnb all da way.. but damn pack lor.. irritatin.. we din club fur long.. so tired can so i just couldnt help it n wanna leave soon.. haha.. sorry k baby.. -laughs-
...La NaNa...
1:29 AM
Thursday, August 25, 2005
bonsoir.. haha.. today is thurs again.. so boring.. the most hungry day of the week.. -laughs- went to sch early to do the bloody EC.. make mi wake up so early.. *yawn*
ooo.. i think i really quite power.. i just ate a slice of bread and 4 nuggets for the whole dae.. so cool.. but i guess im dyin soon.. haha.. just have no mood to eat man.. stupid econs lesson lah.. make mi sad onli.. sigh..
im so sad sad sad sad sad sad extremely sad can.. today got back our econs ca2 paper.. i got a D lor.. wat the f*ck.. a D man.. wat did i do.. arghh... damn it.. i feel so bloody down.. when i turn to my right and left, both A.. i feel so ashame to hold my script man..
when he pass it to mi, he gave mi this disappointin look.. what the hack man.. i knew that i would do badly from the way he looked at mi.. im so sad.. *SOB* when i hold it up from my table, i looked at it with disbelief.. wat the f*ck man.. a D leh.. a D man.. i feel lyk jumpin down fr the windows.. my eyes soon filled with tears.. i dunnoe what to sae.. its clearly that i din put enough effort in studying.. damn man.. this would realli pull mi down.. im just so back behind.. arghhhhhhh..
now even more no mood liao.. damn.. must go slp alrd.. tired..
...La NaNa...
11:47 PM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
damn it.. im so bloody tired these daes.. din blog fur two daes le.. -sigh- been rushing for my stupid EC proposal.. i think its so irritating lor.. i cant seems to put my points into words.. damn.. make mi realli sad onli.. -sighs-
todae was actually very fun.. had my mob presentation.. got to do a skit too.. so funny.. e whole 3 hours just cant stop laughin.. i din realise my class can b so fun man.. -laughs- kien hoe is realli a joker lor.. kept saying stupid things to make mi laughs onli.. his behaviour and his facial expression always tickles mi.. -laughs- my group din really prepare well and reharse the skit at all.. but im so shock that my team mates can actually react so well on the spot.. -laughs- esp when jun da just throw the file and scream like he's really angry.. -lol- i think he can win oscar le.. haha..
hmmm.. i just hope that our last min n on the spot work will get us sum where.. -laughs- din expect the team to end the whole presentation with a bang and i think we just work so well together.. -laughs- finally one proj down man.. -sigh- still got one more.. all this are killing mi.. *sob*
hmmmm... i think i quite power man.. i wore my new pairs of heels fur almost 13 hours.. -laughs- though i got blister but i still continue to wear.. i realli can endure man.. haha.. summore todae i worked at marina.. walked up and down with it but my leg just dun realli seems tired.. -laughs- so proud of myself man.. haha..
tah da!!! this is my new heels.. so formal rite?? haha.. it will b my next fav pair of shoes le.. *gRiN*
...todae is not a wonderful day after all...
...he is not a total gentleman..!! made mi climb the stairs in my heels.. so tired can.. still can scold mi that im so lazy and blah blah blah.. sum times the way he tok to mi is just so irritating.. although he's nice in a way that he will come all the way to fetch from my work but i just dunnoe why sumtimes the things that he says irritate mi..he seems to start scolding mi things can.. im oso not his gf why shld i behave the way he wan mi to?? crazy can.. he just lyk sae im dao n act cute.. wah lao.. u dun needa b so rude to a ger lor.. we r just frenz wat.. if u dun lyk to have an act cute fren, dun tok lor.. *humph*
...La NaNa...
12:56 AM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
no mood blogging.. vexed and stressed.. -tired-
...La NaNa...
1:06 AM
Monday, August 22, 2005
i am just so bored in class.. i guess i shall upload some pictures.. -laughs-
gee.. i noe i just love to act cute in front of the cam.. -laughs-
this is me and my baby after our sun tanning session.. -laughs-
i think i need more pictures.. -laughs-
...La NaNa...
10:29 AM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
im so bloody tired.. yest full shift todae oso full shift.. -sigh- work so much yet pay still so bloody little.. my dad showed mi my hp bill.. oh my god.. its 180$ oh.. how e hell my peanut pay gonna settle it?? -sigh- realli dunnoe how to manage man.. im goin crazy.. gonna fall into depression soon.. argh...
hmmm.. realli dunnoe y, i juZ think she's realli irritatin.. whole dae cant stop tokin man.. kept tellin mi stuffs that im not interested in.. she's so freakin proud can.. urgh.. so irritatin.. i just comment that what i should do to make myself look prettier den she start tellin mi that she has lotsa model agency approachin her.. so proud!! cant stand it.. e way she talk is realli gettin on my nerve can.. damn it.. when will b the next major transfer.. realli wish to get away.. she's sucha loud n crazy gal.. shoutin n screamin no matter where n wat is she doin.. no wonder my hearin deter so much these daes.. she can just shout into my ear and think its okay.. oh my.. i have a new speaker in shop man..
dunnoe y, i just cant stand her.. she just love to b proud n oso love to criticise ppl.. damn man.. even da customer din do anithin to her, she always have sumthin to say bout them.. that's stereotypin!! its realli bad and unfair to someone.. hmm... so bad.. but she just continues and think its noraml.. i told her not to b so mean but i guess inside her heart she must b cursin mi n thinkin im mad.. luckily, i dun give a damn.. -laughs- finally my roster fur next week is nicer if not im gonna scream my heads off.. -laughs-
*yawn* so tired.. think im gonna keep today's short.. oh ya baby.. sumhow i feel u lyk unhappy wif mi.. let mi noe kae.. sorry gal if i did anithin wrong.. hmmm.. sumhow botherin mi that we r driftin..
...La NaNa...
11:32 PM
4:30am.. i woke up by e great pain that i had in my stomach.. its so bloody pain.. its lyk sumbody took a knife and stabbed at mi.. oh my god.. there's nuttin i can do.. its so obvious that its indigestion.. i cant stop perspirin.. so irritatin.. sittin, lying, squattin and curlin up is all not an option.. im sleepin half way and endurin e freakin pain.. kept thinkin that i juz need da slp cuZ still needa work later.. oh my.. wat if i realli cant tak it animore.. my... its killin mi.. gotta pop down sum medicine to subside da pain..
finally, its gone or mayb i juz fall aslp without it affectin mi.. -laughs-
woke up realli early to go work.. luckily im reliefin at tiong bahru today.. if not needa wake up even earlier.. so bloody sleepy.. damn it.. gonna b zombie today.. so boring.. yawn yawn yawn... so tired yet i needa go fur supper wif mickey.. i must keep my words.. cant always let ppl down.. hmmm.. finally da whole dae passed..
he's late!! oh my god.. kae.. i end early but he's even later den da time we shle meet.. *humph* make mi wait so long... damn it.. sittin all alone at da bus stop feelin so idiotic.. -laughs- he's here.. ooo.. den we walked all da way down to da place..
yeah.. hor fun im cummin.. i always love their hor fun.. so damn nice can.. hee hee.. the supper outin was very nice n comfortable.. we talk alot.. cant believe it.. -laughs-
hmmm.. i suddenly realli feel lyk listenin to maria carey's "we belong together".. laughs... today was fun but damn tired... -sobs-
...La NaNa...
2:17 AM
Friday, August 19, 2005
what a damn day.. finally today im doin sumthin according to my plan, my timing.. been planning this whole week's schedule and im really followin it.. -laughs- im so happy.. yest went sun tanning with rach and it seems so effective.. today evryone just kept askin why i bacame so dark out of sudden.. im ecstatic.. -laughs-
hmmm... many things been running thru my mind recently.. there's so many things happening.. esp negative ones.. this is realli an disturbing things.. my eyes just cant stop twitching for this whole week.. mayb im tired or as what some says its a sign.. whateva it is, i just realli feel uncomfortable that it cant stop.. hmmm..
today seems to be a rather bad day.. i am so tired and stress.. so bad mood since last nite that i even off my phone.. im just not concentrating.. kept losin my focus.. dunnoe why.. mood swinging realli bad.. -sigh-
why are guys always like that?? pls tell me, what is love man.. why they can bring you so high up and yet throw you real down and hard with thier bare hands?? i never figure out love.. its just so complicating an no one is willing to simplifies it..
to think that you would keep ya love ones just by marrying him/her?? no.. its wrong.. now here what happens.. she's already 50+ and her husband too... yet, he is havin an affair outside!! wat the.. who is the one to blame now?? in that house, he's not the only one who is stress and held the responsibility to earn money.. i mean she carries that great responsibility too.. at thier age, i never expect it to happen.. im just utterly shocked when i heard bout it.. i realli do not noe how to tok to her.. i mean he may had his side of story too but wat i feel is that no matter wat, guys shld not do such a thing behind thier gf or wife.. no one loves to be hurt...
older generation has such things happen yet now adays it occurs too..
she is so in love with him.. they are together happily and sweet as what i sees.. though i do hears bout they quarrel but all these conflict is just to let them understand each other and be even closer.. or mayb my mindset is wrong?? he called for an end today.. she's realli calm but i cant see from her face that its affecting her greatly.. he noes that today is her test den why shld he bother to do all these shits?? just another jerk.. i mean everythin can be solve but he just nv give any chance to her.. before we even enter to the venue for our test, he msged her and exclaimed that he's already attached to sombody else.. when she showed it to mi.. i was like.. *jaw drop* im really sppechless and really do not know what to say.. "wat the f*ck" is the onli words that came out..
im just so pissed with him.. how can he do this?? she loved and so faithful to him.. he was the one that made her smile.. but now, he just crashed her feelings.. her face was so emotionless.. when i gave her pat on her back, she's still smiling to mi.. oh my god.. i noe she's devastated inside her heart.. i dunnoe wat to sae to make her feel betta.. probably now, she's crying out loud in her bed..
love stories are always so fairy like.. to mi.. i realli doubt love and guys now.. they are just so fake..
...La NaNa...
1:42 AM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
today was suppose to b a long day but mi n mel decided not to go fur french last min.. -laughs- i dunnoe how r we gonna improve lyk this man.. so tired.. i totally cant concentrate.. my eyes realli wanna close when i look at my notes.. -laughs- mi n her went to the cafe in sch... ooo.. the drink is not bad lor.. i drank the "oreo mocha".. so sweet!! oh man.. its just so sinful.. im realli growin fatter.. its so damn obvious... -laughs-
finally mel said im tanner.. everytime i ask her, she sld sae nope.. i dunnoe why.. -laughs- make mi realli happy.. that means my tan is obvious.. haha.. gonna kept goin to tan.. if not i'll becum fair, fat n ugly again.. dunnoe how am i gonna slim down man.. im plannin realli hard.. -sigh- but if i continue to sleep so late, i dun think i can do my sit ups.. so shall b watchin my diet.. -laughs- cant imagine a day without chocs.. but no chioce.. i must do it.. if not ppl will vomit when i go tannin.. -laughs-
i went bodyshop at tiong today.. jasmine is there!! its been months since i last saw her.. she's still treatin mi so nice wif warm smiles.. hmmm.. yati is so nice too... i onli noe her not long yet she invite mi to her weddin next week.. so happy fur her.. great to see that she's happy settlin down soon.. i dunnoe why they r lyk my good frens though i onli visit em lyk once a month.. so lucky to noe em.. i love nice ppl.. laughs..
-sigh- why everyone so busy?? julian haven been msgin mi.. he seems to b so tied with his work.. even on msn.. i juZ feel so bored that no one is actually givin mi attention.. -sigh- im lonely!!
...La NaNa...
12:08 AM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
im workin 6 to close today.. i haven even start work, it just spoiled my mood..
im inside the fittin room puttin my make up den after everythin is done, i wanna put my blusher back in the pouch but it just slipped thru my hand and i just watched it fall to the ground.. it was crashed into pieces.. my heart realli pained at that point of time.. i picked it up in my hand, when i see that the colours r in mixture n in pieces, i realli feel lyk cryin.. wat the hell.. i just bought it man.. oh my god.. wat have i done.. im so stupid.. damn it man.. sigh.. its limted edition can.. no longer sellin.. and i realli love it.. i can still my heart is tearin now.. arrghh.. so sad!!
im terribly broke and such thing has to happen.. wats wrong man.. am i cursed or wat?? *sigh*
actually.. i realli dunnoe y i just feel so irritated.. on msn, everyone tell mi that its juZ a blusher but im just feelin lyk this.. there's no way they r makin mi feel betta.. is it mi or wat? i get so pissed easily.. im not behavin myself these daes.. just cant help thinkin life realli sucks these daes.. at this pt of time, i just wish that i can sleep and nv wake up again.. that will realli give mi a peace of mind.. i just feel that i have lost all my attention from others.. everybody is driftin away from mi.. leavin mi alone here to die.. *sigh*
...La NaNa...
1:01 AM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
i dunnoe wats wrong with mi todae... im very agitated... i juZ get pissed realli easily... i think its due to e war im thru last nite...
he's so irritatin... i confront him of wat he had told others yet he kept denyin.. i mean i realli dunnoe who's speakin e truth lor.. when i hear those things im utterly shocked.. -->he told her that he dun like mi at all.. im juZ the one clingin on to him.. wat the f*uck.. who's e one goin after who?? why the f*ck on earth u makin mi sound so desperate.. im realli f*ckin pissed.. if u r juZ playin game wif mi, its over kae.. im not desperate!! im happy being alone now..!! i dun need u to b here.. i mean u make mi sound lyk a slut.. i dunnoe why am i so affected.. i juZ feel cheated.. so this is ya true colour yea.. fine den.. i dun wanna b sum1 u wanna play wif.. there's still so mani gers out in da clubs kae.. juZ pick ani now..
cant believe when i confronted u, u totally din mention this.. so who's e one lyin to mi?? u or her?? u guys r realli makin mi damn confuse.. n i get very irritated when im confused.. u make it sound lyk i get a very bad source.. and all i said wasn't true.. but i mean, i realli still cant realli trust u.. u love mi?? i dun think so.. im sure when sum1 new cum by, u will b gaga after her.. hmmm.. stop all these shit kae.. i hate being confuse..
all these shit juZ made mii had a late mite.. im juZ so sleepy.. so y is julian pissin mi off too?? everyone juZ gettin in my way.. he may b jokin but im juZ not in e mood fur one early in e morn when im alrd late.. wat a bad face he gave mi.. so damn irritatin can... *sigh* todae shld b a very peaceful day juZ lyk ani other sch day..
but.. there's still sum1 who have to piss mi.. n that's tim.. k.. i noe our article fur e proj is not power enough but u dun needa to sae u think we shld juZ abandon it n start all over agn... u noe how much time we have left?? onli 3 daes k.. not even full daes.. im really tryin very hard to stay committed n help but u r not compromisin wif mi at all.. argh... -gettin on my nerve- wat were u doin when all the rest of us r rushin to do our part?? damn it.. nvm.. i noe u have us in ya interest.. i mean i think im juZ too sensative today bah.. i exploded at him today.. im so mean!! oh my..
i realli think i need anger management course.. *sigh* i realli hope he dun tak it to heart.. n others too.. esp amelia.. i juZ cant stop screamin, shoutin n cursin in front of her.. im sure she dun lyk it too.. sorry yea.. *sigh* i realli dun wish to offend anione lah..
i juz wan peace yea..
im realli confuse in life now.. im juZ losin my focus.. i mean i noe i wun wanna juZ stop at diploma but im not realli workin that hard.. *sigh* wat am i doin?? why i cant concentrate?? why there's still so much things in my mind?? i hope i'll get back to track soon.. shld put all love love thingy behaind mi n concentrate in my studies now.. i dun need ani1 anywae as long as i have ppl lyk my dad, my sis, Rach baby, cass baby, ash dalin can le.. i noe u guys will stand by mi..
my life is juZ so stress.. im a livin zombie now.. *sad* i dun lyk it..
...La NaNa...
1:06 AM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
-yawn- so tired now.. din go school and work today.. *sigh* feel lyk an idiot man.. im so poor yet i took mc and din go... hmmm... guess next month i gonna eat bread n plain water le.. haha.. im always so poor!! arghhh.. irritatin..
Rach came over and accompany me man.. she's so nice.. gee.. i think im crazy, im sick yet me n her were munchin a whole bar of chocs.. family sized oh.. haha.. feel tt we r very power man.. lol.. i had never know slackin at my place can be quite fun too oh.. haha.. mayb cuZ she's here.. i love her accompany.. such a great friend to have..
im sick and there's ppl so carin of mi.. oh man, i juZ feel bad tt they r doin all these.. even not action, words r juZ as sweet as honey to mi.. they making mi guilty.. y would you wanna spend money to take cab down to my place juZ to pass mi Ferrero Rocher.. am i worth tt effort?? seein me fur 5 mins made you damn happy.. oh man.. you made me believe in sum way that you r true.. but i still dunnoe myself.. *sigh*
i dunnoe why, ever since wat happened that nite, i juZ kept stop askin myself do i realli miss him?? i mean i tot this whole two months has help mi to forget him.. im always remindin myself how bad he treat mi n how little attention, love and care he gave mi.. i know his not the one and i know he has confirm moved on.. y cant i??
im juZ a bitch who treat everyone fur grunted.. why you wanna treat me so nice?? i mean if i cant forget him to be with you, how would u feel and react?? will you still talk so nicely to me?? give me the attention that i love?? i realli dunnoe.. i noe im self fish to keep u hangin but i realli dunnoe if im ready.. im realli sorry kae..
im juZ losin my faith n focus in every single thing now.. i dun have time.. i juZ feel that everyday is so damn pack n its makin mi very tired.. i cant breath.. i wan a peace of mind to let mi truly noe myself n to think of wat n who is it tt i truly wan..
...La NaNa...
12:37 AM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
oh my god.. having hang over early in the morning.. what the hell man.. i'm drunk at the party last nite.. i mean, what's wrong with me man.. why i ruin my nite myself.. arghh.. i even said things that i dun mean it.. *sigh* what did i do?? hmmm.. i really cant remember now..
firstly, i juZ cant stop drinking only till i went to vomit.. oh man.. i feel terrible.. i cant stop crying and tellin rach how much i miss him.. *sigh* do i really still miss him that much?? i cant ans that myself.. i have given rach so much trouble the whole nite man.. i even made mickey send me home.. what am i thinkig?? i didn't even remember sayin that.. *sigh* he even carry me to the cab.. oh man.. im sure i made a fool out of myself.. what a damn terrible nite..
waking up from all these.. i went sun tanning.. so many ppl and so many gross ppl.. haha.. *eek* they r juZ so disgusting..-lol- ooo wee... the sun is juZ so strong.. haha.. yeah man.. i love the sun!! lol.. im a big fat lobster now.. haha.. juZ hope my tan wld b really successful..
went to town.. oh man.. i realli wish im a rich ger... nananana~~ see so many things i wanna buy man.. *sigh* tt guess bag is callin my name.. haha.. sumtime juZ hope life wld b betta.. haha... i shall starve myself n save it.. haha.. im working so hard and trying so hard to have fun too.. i realli dunnoe how to cope with everythin man.. life is so expensive..
...La NaNa...
11:24 PM