Tuesday, September 27, 2005
finally da exam is over.. today is econs.. da paper that i have da least confidence in.. -laughs- im still tramautised by e other time that i've got 57 fur da test.. so damn sad man.. so today im realli wanna make it work.. haha..
last nite i totally din slp can.. haha.. in fact fur da past 3 days i totally din slp can.. fri nite i chat online till 2plus den i went out at 3 to meet rui xia and jia qing to settle their prob.. so tired man.. wats worse?? still must work on sat.. and i think im realli crazy.. after work still went to liquid wif rach.. haha.. so power sia.. haha.. although din really have fun but oh man.. i onli went home at 4am lor.. so damn shack..
so i slept less than 24hrs fur da pass 3 days.. haha.. yest oso damn tedious.. i went to meet rach at national lib.. i suppose to study n she do her proj.. but my brain realli just cant work man.. haha.. who can when theres so lil slps.. haha.. hmmm.. i realli cant take it n oso cant absorb a single thing of econs man.. so i went home n slp fr 6 to 11pm den woke up to study till dawn..
argh.. so f*ckin tired.. haha.. realli dyin.. its lyk 6hrs of hell fur mi.. all da graphs n stuffs.. though i realli manage to fin rem all da chaps, i still not sure if i can give all.. haha..
so when i step into da class, im lyk a zombie in my sit waitin fur instruction.. haha.. thru out da paper, its realli drainin my realli last bit of energy man.. so mani words fur da mcq!! so irritatin.. haha.. i see da words i realli dozin off man.. i took a hard time to finish all da qns.. haha.. den when im doin da sect b, i looked at my watch.. wow 10.05am n i still have 2 n a half long qn to go.. haha.. i think im mad.. i tell myself, lucky still got an hr but da fact is onli left wif 35mins.. haha.. brain dead... haha.. cant believe it..
rush rush rush.. totally rubbish fur my last two qns.. haha.. but finally all these are over.. just hope everythin will b fine.. haha.. and all of my clique just thinks im nuts.. i went sun tannin straight after paper wif rach chng.. haha.. we went to apply fur islander card too.. so cool.. haha.. so happy finally im tannin again.. haha.. i tan till i got headache man.. haha.. im just a crazy bitch.. haha...
...La NaNa...
1:15 AM
Monday, September 19, 2005
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
i know nothing's gonna change ya mind.. its just tearin mi apart...
...La NaNa...
1:41 PM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
hmmm.. this is my last post.. i not gonna online from now on.. because of my exam which is in less than 20 days.. damn it.. gonna concentrate n focus alrd.. haha.. will continue bloggin after 26th sept.. hope luck n god is always on my side.. i'll work hard.. -stressed-
...La NaNa...
1:33 AM
Thursday, September 01, 2005
hmmm... after sch i went to have lunch with dino.. he changed alot man.. i almost cant recognise him.. but he's still as irritatin as ever lah.. haha.. very nice of him to treat mi lunch.. haha.. dunnoe y suddenly sae wanna eat lunch tgt too.. he's damn irritatin lor.. kept laughin at mi wearin my specs n oso at my teeth.. damn it man.. shouldnt have agree meetin him.. haha.. noe him so damn long, he has nv ever change that stupid attitude.. haha..
i've been so tired fur so many bloody daes.. finally today no work n sch ends early.. haha.. after lunch i rushed home just to slp.. yeah man.. -laughs- hmmm.. must get all my beauty slp so that later in da nite i'll have enough energy to dance thru da nite man.. -laughs-
hmmm.. slp slp slp.. got my beauty slp n make myself so happy.. haha.. woke up to do my make up n doll up myself fur da nite.. haha.. so happy.. its been a few weeks since i club.. finally can club le.. -laughs- i feel so sick can.. its lyk every single day i just go sch den work den just go home sleep.. feel so no life lor.. -sigh- but i noe tonite im gonna have lotsa fun n those awful days would just stop fur a while.. wahahahhaha..
hmmm spend almost two hours to make myself pretty.. haha.. but think no matter how mush effort i put in, still look da same leh.. sad.. how i wish i can do sumthin to my face n body so i can b hot n gorgeous.. haha..
hmmm... these are my final looks before leavin the house.. haha.. hope i look good tonite n my make up r alrite.. haha..
met rach baby at far east.. hmmm.. taz n her look r so loving.. so happy fur her.. hee.. he very funny can.. kept sayin funny things.. hmmm.. den mi n baby just head down to dbl o lor.. realli excited.. dunnoe if they will let mi in not.. haha.. guess wat?? they realli let mi in by xiao bai's id man.. oh man.. i nv expect that i look lyk 20.. haha.. e door bitch din even ask ani single qn n just let mi in.. i guess im just lucky that's all.. haha.. wow.. e place is not bad man.. its quite big n e drinks is rather nice.. haha..
hmmm.. baby n i drank quite lots man.. haha.. nv had so much drink n not drunk yet before.. im just damn high n needa dance lor.. haha.. we took cab to zouk.. ooo.. all of em r there alrd.. r we late?? nah.. they r early.. -laughs-
-sigh- even though im not totally drunk, i vomitted.. guess my stomach still cant tak all these bah.. -sigh- so my nite wasn't that fun after all.. haha.. i spend time movin in n out to the ladies til i din have much to dance.. haha.. dunnoe y now adays dun seems to b able to dance well.. think cuz im fatter thats why.. haha.. -sad-
oh my god can.. i reached home at 6am.... dunnoe how am i goin sch tml.. haha.. i went fur supper wif baby n taz den talked to ash till 6am.. haha.. so power sia.. so drunk n high but yet chatted wif her fur so long.. haha.. hope i din say anithin wrong.. haha.. so happy to have all my baby to b with mi tonite.. rach, cass n ash.. all three beauties man.. haha..
its a pukey n happy nite.. -laughs-
...La NaNa...
6:06 AM