-Baby Nic-

You don't have to be perfect for me.
Because I'm not perfect enough for you.
I know that this fiarytale will last long.
And forever.
I did not regret knowing you in the first place.
You walked into my life,
And gave me the happiness I wanted.
Without you,
my life would be incomplete.
You gave me everything I wanted.

I'm in love with you before I met you.
It seems like I saw you in my dreams.
When I finally saw you,
it seems that I'm waiting for my whole life.
I know that you're more than I wanted.
That is why I love you.

I just want a little hug from you.
And I would be happy for the rest of the day.
Loving you is one of the greatest thing I ever had in my life.
I love you. x))

Friday, August 19, 2005

what a damn day.. finally today im doin sumthin according to my plan, my timing.. been planning this whole week's schedule and im really followin it.. -laughs- im so happy.. yest went sun tanning with rach and it seems so effective.. today evryone just kept askin why i bacame so dark out of sudden.. im ecstatic.. -laughs-

hmmm... many things been running thru my mind recently.. there's so many things happening.. esp negative ones.. this is realli an disturbing things.. my eyes just cant stop twitching for this whole week.. mayb im tired or as what some says its a sign.. whateva it is, i just realli feel uncomfortable that it cant stop.. hmmm..

today seems to be a rather bad day.. i am so tired and stress.. so bad mood since last nite that i even off my phone.. im just not concentrating.. kept losin my focus.. dunnoe why.. mood swinging realli bad.. -sigh-

why are guys always like that?? pls tell me, what is love man.. why they can bring you so high up and yet throw you real down and hard with thier bare hands?? i never figure out love.. its just so complicating an no one is willing to simplifies it..

to think that you would keep ya love ones just by marrying him/her?? no.. its wrong.. now here what happens.. she's already 50+ and her husband too... yet, he is havin an affair outside!! wat the.. who is the one to blame now?? in that house, he's not the only one who is stress and held the responsibility to earn money.. i mean she carries that great responsibility too.. at thier age, i never expect it to happen.. im just utterly shocked when i heard bout it.. i realli do not noe how to tok to her.. i mean he may had his side of story too but wat i feel is that no matter wat, guys shld not do such a thing behind thier gf or wife.. no one loves to be hurt...

older generation has such things happen yet now adays it occurs too..

she is so in love with him.. they are together happily and sweet as what i sees.. though i do hears bout they quarrel but all these conflict is just to let them understand each other and be even closer.. or mayb my mindset is wrong?? he called for an end today.. she's realli calm but i cant see from her face that its affecting her greatly.. he noes that today is her test den why shld he bother to do all these shits?? just another jerk.. i mean everythin can be solve but he just nv give any chance to her.. before we even enter to the venue for our test, he msged her and exclaimed that he's already attached to sombody else.. when she showed it to mi.. i was like.. *jaw drop* im really sppechless and really do not know what to say.. "wat the f*ck" is the onli words that came out..

im just so pissed with him.. how can he do this?? she loved and so faithful to him.. he was the one that made her smile.. but now, he just crashed her feelings.. her face was so emotionless.. when i gave her pat on her back, she's still smiling to mi.. oh my god.. i noe she's devastated inside her heart.. i dunnoe wat to sae to make her feel betta.. probably now, she's crying out loud in her bed..

love stories are always so fairy like.. to mi.. i realli doubt love and guys now.. they are just so fake..

...La NaNa... 1:42 AM

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