-Baby Nic-

You don't have to be perfect for me.
Because I'm not perfect enough for you.
I know that this fiarytale will last long.
And forever.
I did not regret knowing you in the first place.
You walked into my life,
And gave me the happiness I wanted.
Without you,
my life would be incomplete.
You gave me everything I wanted.

I'm in love with you before I met you.
It seems like I saw you in my dreams.
When I finally saw you,
it seems that I'm waiting for my whole life.
I know that you're more than I wanted.
That is why I love you.

I just want a little hug from you.
And I would be happy for the rest of the day.
Loving you is one of the greatest thing I ever had in my life.
I love you. x))

Saturday, August 13, 2005

i dunnoe wats wrong with mi todae... im very agitated... i juZ get pissed realli easily... i think its due to e war im thru last nite...

he's so irritatin... i confront him of wat he had told others yet he kept denyin.. i mean i realli dunnoe who's speakin e truth lor.. when i hear those things im utterly shocked.. -->he told her that he dun like mi at all.. im juZ the one clingin on to him.. wat the f*uck.. who's e one goin after who?? why the f*ck on earth u makin mi sound so desperate.. im realli f*ckin pissed.. if u r juZ playin game wif mi, its over kae.. im not desperate!! im happy being alone now..!! i dun need u to b here.. i mean u make mi sound lyk a slut.. i dunnoe why am i so affected.. i juZ feel cheated.. so this is ya true colour yea.. fine den.. i dun wanna b sum1 u wanna play wif.. there's still so mani gers out in da clubs kae.. juZ pick ani now..

cant believe when i confronted u, u totally din mention this.. so who's e one lyin to mi?? u or her?? u guys r realli makin mi damn confuse.. n i get very irritated when im confused.. u make it sound lyk i get a very bad source.. and all i said wasn't true.. but i mean, i realli still cant realli trust u.. u love mi?? i dun think so.. im sure when sum1 new cum by, u will b gaga after her.. hmmm.. stop all these shit kae.. i hate being confuse..

all these shit juZ made mii had a late mite.. im juZ so sleepy.. so y is julian pissin mi off too?? everyone juZ gettin in my way.. he may b jokin but im juZ not in e mood fur one early in e morn when im alrd late.. wat a bad face he gave mi.. so damn irritatin can... *sigh* todae shld b a very peaceful day juZ lyk ani other sch day..

but.. there's still sum1 who have to piss mi.. n that's tim.. k.. i noe our article fur e proj is not power enough but u dun needa to sae u think we shld juZ abandon it n start all over agn... u noe how much time we have left?? onli 3 daes k.. not even full daes.. im really tryin very hard to stay committed n help but u r not compromisin wif mi at all.. argh... -gettin on my nerve- wat were u doin when all the rest of us r rushin to do our part?? damn it.. nvm.. i noe u have us in ya interest.. i mean i think im juZ too sensative today bah.. i exploded at him today.. im so mean!! oh my..

i realli think i need anger management course.. *sigh* i realli hope he dun tak it to heart.. n others too.. esp amelia.. i juZ cant stop screamin, shoutin n cursin in front of her.. im sure she dun lyk it too.. sorry yea.. *sigh* i realli dun wish to offend anione lah..

i juz wan peace yea..

im realli confuse in life now.. im juZ losin my focus.. i mean i noe i wun wanna juZ stop at diploma but im not realli workin that hard.. *sigh* wat am i doin?? why i cant concentrate?? why there's still so much things in my mind?? i hope i'll get back to track soon.. shld put all love love thingy behaind mi n concentrate in my studies now.. i dun need ani1 anywae as long as i have ppl lyk my dad, my sis, Rach baby, cass baby, ash dalin can le.. i noe u guys will stand by mi..

my life is juZ so stress.. im a livin zombie now.. *sad* i dun lyk it..

...La NaNa... 1:06 AM

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