Tuesday, August 09, 2005
oh my god.. having hang over early in the morning.. what the hell man.. i'm drunk at the party last nite.. i mean, what's wrong with me man.. why i ruin my nite myself.. arghh.. i even said things that i dun mean it.. *sigh* what did i do?? hmmm.. i really cant remember now..
firstly, i juZ cant stop drinking only till i went to vomit.. oh man.. i feel terrible.. i cant stop crying and tellin rach how much i miss him.. *sigh* do i really still miss him that much?? i cant ans that myself.. i have given rach so much trouble the whole nite man.. i even made mickey send me home.. what am i thinkig?? i didn't even remember sayin that.. *sigh* he even carry me to the cab.. oh man.. im sure i made a fool out of myself.. what a damn terrible nite..
waking up from all these.. i went sun tanning.. so many ppl and so many gross ppl.. haha.. *eek* they r juZ so disgusting..-lol- ooo wee... the sun is juZ so strong.. haha.. yeah man.. i love the sun!! lol.. im a big fat lobster now.. haha.. juZ hope my tan wld b really successful..
went to town.. oh man.. i realli wish im a rich ger... nananana~~ see so many things i wanna buy man.. *sigh* tt guess bag is callin my name.. haha.. sumtime juZ hope life wld b betta.. haha... i shall starve myself n save it.. haha.. im working so hard and trying so hard to have fun too.. i realli dunnoe how to cope with everythin man.. life is so expensive..
...La NaNa...
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