Tuesday, August 16, 2005
im workin 6 to close today.. i haven even start work, it just spoiled my mood..
im inside the fittin room puttin my make up den after everythin is done, i wanna put my blusher back in the pouch but it just slipped thru my hand and i just watched it fall to the ground.. it was crashed into pieces.. my heart realli pained at that point of time.. i picked it up in my hand, when i see that the colours r in mixture n in pieces, i realli feel lyk cryin.. wat the hell.. i just bought it man.. oh my god.. wat have i done.. im so stupid.. damn it man.. sigh.. its limted edition can.. no longer sellin.. and i realli love it.. i can still my heart is tearin now.. arrghh.. so sad!!
im terribly broke and such thing has to happen.. wats wrong man.. am i cursed or wat?? *sigh*
actually.. i realli dunnoe y i just feel so irritated.. on msn, everyone tell mi that its juZ a blusher but im just feelin lyk this.. there's no way they r makin mi feel betta.. is it mi or wat? i get so pissed easily.. im not behavin myself these daes.. just cant help thinkin life realli sucks these daes.. at this pt of time, i just wish that i can sleep and nv wake up again.. that will realli give mi a peace of mind.. i just feel that i have lost all my attention from others.. everybody is driftin away from mi.. leavin mi alone here to die.. *sigh*
...La NaNa...
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